Rotting Inside

This has not been a good month. Things just keep getting bad, not for me, but for the people I know and care about. So much is happeing , so much of it bad that if nothing good happens, I just might loose it.

First off my best friends brother( my god brother) got into a really bad accident. He is in the hospital now with a broken back, pelvis , cracked ribs, broken nose, etc. His lungs are failing and he has wires and tubes sticking out of his neck and chest.. He has a long road to recovery. Worst of all, his best friend died in the crash.
4 years ago around this time, a good friend of mine died in a car accident due to drunk driving. I really miss her.
They put my boyfriends dog down 2 days ago. He was only 7 years old. But he had kidney stones and his liver was failing.
My other best friend is having boyfriend problems. He is not treating her the way he should. And she is having problems in college. So all her stress gets projected onto me . And I feel like shit because I can't help her.. I can't fucking help anyone...

Things are just too crazy right now...

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Well now that my pointless rant is done, Here is a wolf I drew yesterday. I used a ref for the fur in the neck. It was on Fliker and I lost the address to it so meh.

Image (c) Kristina Zurlo
(Please do not copy my images or use them for your own use. Please and thank you)

I don't update, but just know that his is OLD now and everything has worked its self out. So thank you for the kind words, but they are really not needed anymore